I know that this not your concern, but I’m having difficulty deciding on which and what to do. All I know is, I can’t take it any longer. Your father and I are not on speaking terms, and yet here you are soon to come out of my womb. As my second child from another man, I did hope that my relationship with your father will work out this time. I am already tired of hoping that your dad will come to his senses. After giving birth, your grandmother and I have decided to leave you. I hope you understand that being a teenage mother of two is tough. I know your Aunt will take good care of you the same as how I’ve treated by her. My heart tightens. This is so much pain for me. Abandoning a child is the hardest thing a mother could ever do. As you grow up, please do not hate me for what I’ve done. If ever we’ll see each other in the future, I can explain everything. What happened to both of us, your parents is not your fault. It’s just that; we are not meant for each other. I hope you will grow up strong and healthy. Love your future foster parents and I’ll get in touch with you often.