Found Wanting

I saw you alone
I was thrilled to go near you
a lady kissed you
I moved but couldn’t feel my limbs
what did I do wrong, in flames!

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Don’t Say My Name

A couple steps away from you,
That’s all I took,
I could go no further,
Before you called out my name,
And surely it made me stop right there;
I couldn’t take one more step.
Your voice resonated inside me,
Echoed and stayed;
It felt like morning again.
I tried to run away,
But you caught me just as easily,
Just like you did then.
How can I go places,
When you always call me back,
Right where we started?
Never going anywhere,
The same things over and over again.
Where do we go?
We’re stuck here right where we were,
Making it difficult for you and I.
What do we do now?
I threw away my heart when you declined,
It’s gone now.

Alleyway Garbage

Words are words we repeat to everyone, everyday;
The same letters over and over again,
But what you tell me behind closed doors;
What you whisper in my ear,
Was supposed to remain in my head,
And be repeated to me,
Over and over again.

Today I saw you by an alleyway,
With another girl tucked under your arm;
Keeping her safely warm,
And I heard you repeat,
All the words you said to me,
Over and over again.

Part of me never believed;
Okay maybe I never even did,
I knew lies came out of your mouth,
The minute you open and say,
The same things,
Over and over again.

I knew and yet I let you say it all anyway;
I went on pretending everything was okay,
Hoping you’d choose me today,
And even the next day;
I wanted to believe,
You’d fall in love with me,
Over and over again.

I wanted to show you,
That someone could love you,
The way they’re supposed to;
I wanted you to believe,
That I could stay loyal to you,
Even when you turn your back away,
Over and over again.

I wanted you to see that I’m still here,
Even when you leave me;
I’ll wait patiently for your return,
For you to look at me,
But I’ll say this only once,
And I need not repeat myself
Over and over again,
I’ll run out of patience;
I’ll run out of love,
And I’ll have no more time to waste,
On a dump like you are.

The Song

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Where is the song I tend to love and hymn
Today is the day I will give my best
Oblivious of what music can out swim
This voice might help someone who is confused
As I sing my one beloved jingle
Which later brought you mesmerized and weep
Those tears added to my fear and wrinkles
Those made me imagine things that are deep
Unforgettable day that falls apart
Someday you will share all your emotion
Waiting that long, my life has changed a lot
Asking myself to forget my feelings
So regretful I did not sing that song
This is the song, Iโ€™ll never ever sing..